Saddest day :(

Hey ya'll! It's been a while I didn't update blog. I've been busy with lots a thing, now is school holiday and am happy with my exam grades, I've always been flaunting my grades like what anyway the reason I write this blog is because on 31/07/11 my brother the most handsome, cutest, funniest, sweetest, caring and kindest past away. I miss him so much! If you all are wondering why he past away is because he was caught in an car accident. Its been 4 weeks without him and it makes me so sad, he was always there for me, protecting and make me laugh and smile all the time. He would make silly jokes that some  people might feel annoying but to me is funny, he would always say 'Tei' and he would say 'Moshi Moshi' when he answer his phone, even the way he laugh is the most funniest, his has the most nicest skin, he don't even have pimples and that makes everyone jealous of him. He also has the most biggest heart, when ever we go travel he would get something for everyone, even during birthdays and christmas, he would never forget to get somethings for people. He is also the smartest even though he don't show is smartness, he always wanted to be a chef but never get the chance to be one, but I know he no need to worry anymore where to study and work because he is with the Lord. 

The last time I saw him was when me and my mom pick him after work and send him to his friend house to celebrate his friend's birthday, before that I think I annoyed him by asking my mom to go get slurpee at Boulevard 7/11, when I got down of the car I glance at him and he look really mad  and I said to my mom he looks scary, how I wish I never said that about him. Then we sent him to his friends house, he was like so happy and smiling so big. When my mom wanted to back up the car he smile and put his arms up and wave good bye to us as if he knew he was going. I miss him so much! 

Joshua, you will always be in our mind and heart, we miss you a lot! This is just a temporary good bye because we are gonna meet you someday in heaven. When I reach you on that day, I'm  gonna give you a very big hug! You know, you are the most luckiest because you can meet lolo and lola. Please pray for us Josh as we would pray for you always. Josh, please forgive me if I ever do wrong to you.

  

LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ♥

14/11/1993 - 31/07/2011