Left out

Hey sweetcheeks! 

Its 5:08pm here and I am so bored right now! I didn't really do much today. I think I would rather be in school right now with my friends but I bet that wouldn't help much too because I'm always being left out! :(

Everytime my friends made plans or talk I would always be left out just like this little yellow ducky here......

I guess I'm just not that good enough for them. All I want is not to be left out. I often feel so lonely and sad. Sometime I just feel like want to hide away from this world. 

Well actually I'm not really that alone because GOD is always there beside me accompanying me. Even my guardian angel is always there with me. My dear brother too is there beside me looking after me even though I cant see him but I know he is there looking out for me.

So anyway, I wrote this because I just want to let it out of my chest. I wanna talk with someone, but who? I feel more comfortable writing then talking, I just don't know why.

Lotsa love from

MayMay :)

Guilty o.o"

Hey sexytons! I'm back!
I know I know, I've been away for awhile.

Okay, its 2 months, but I have a pretty good reason. I was sort of "studying" for my PMR and "sometimes" online in twitter. So as you can see I was "very very" busy.

Anyway, PMR is like over yesterday! and It was like oh yeah! Finally freedom after a year of stress with books. I wouldn't be in stress if I could have started studying like 3 years ago but "No, I just have to spend 2 years of my life being crazy" So yeah, PMR is over! *again* hehe. I can finally go back being crazy again, yeah!

At last!Freedom!

Thats all from now..

Lotsa love from

MayMay :)